EPILOGUE.

(Oh, fuckyour selfish self-hatred. You are just fine.)

"I think you are worth loving. No matter what." He said, staring into her eyes. "What does that say about you?"

{imnotttDX}

"You're just fuckingsaying that for the love of m'chest, dammit." she backed away, shaking her head. "I should've realized it sooner."

(You don't take the fact that so many people, people you consider good (hopefully), have gone you made you your friend? You don't take in consideration the fact they care enough to take away the scissors?)

"So the fact I've stayed with you so long is nothing. So the fact I'm taking away this knife and not treating you like somewhore-like I can just go get another one of you?" He was genuinely angry.

{Yeah. But when I get my hands on scissors [as of today, that is] they now just say 'FISH STICKS! it' and leave me to do what I have to do.}

She had her tears -- the ones she hated. Her voice could barely be heard, any longer, as she murmured; "You know there's better out there. Someone who won't bother cutting herself, 'cause she doesn't fuckingfind herself worthy for you. Some girl who'll be loyal to you, who won't be abitch like I am. One who won't ever leave you."

(They're stupid twelve year olds.)
(wait till you grow up...)

"No." He said, sitting back down "I don't want her. I want you."

She didn't want to believe him. She backed away once more, still barely able to speak. "No, Mifune. You do want her. You know you do."

"No." He said, looking her straight in the eye.

(And I know you are that age...but seriously, I remember being twelve and I was a stupidbitch. So is my sister Rosie. grrr)

She immediatly looked away. "Admit it Mifune, A.D.M.I.T. I.T." she managed to scream out.

He gave her a long kiss, looking sad.

Once she pulled away, she muttered "Just admit it."

"I'm not going to lie to you so that you go kill yourself happily. I love you."

"No. No you don't!! You don't love me!!!" she exclaimed, quickly wiping away her tears.

He kissed her deeply.
"I love you. Stop lying to yourself. I love you. I love you. I love you."

She couldn't find the courage within her to return the kiss. "Mifune. Please. Stop lying.."

"I'm not"
And he wasn't.

But Mia didn't want to believe him.
She finally dropped to her knees and broke into a crying moment~
"You don't love me. You can't love me. You can hate me."

"I could, but I won't" He said, dropping onto his knees with her.

She glanced over at him with her tear-filled eyes. "Just do it, Mifune. Just hate me."

"No." He said, simply.

And so came a moment of silence.
And long after it, when her tears had come to slow down a little, she carefully finally returned the kiss, letting it last.

He enjoyed that.

She managed to lightly pin him down with another long kiss.

Being slightly masochistic, he enjoyed that even more.
He slid his hands up her shirt.

"I'm sorry I caused such a mess back there, Mifune." she was struggling to smile.

"It's fine." He said, smiling.